Eve - AIYOU Video (MV)
The Apothecary Diaries Ending Theme Video
Description: Season 3 Ending Theme
From Anime: Kusuriya no Hitorigoto (薬屋のひとりごと)
Performed by: Eve
Lyrics by: Eve
Composed by: Eve
Arranged by: Eve , Numa
Released: October 2nd, 2026
TV Size Full Size Official
[Romanized Official Lyrics]
Omoi no take nado wa nai
Anata de wa nai anata to itai
Kawaranu hito no muzusa ni chikai
Watashi no jisho ni sonzai wa shinai n da
Anata dake no yoru de nai
Dareka no inori ga kasanari ai
Shintou de kurucchai sou
Watashi dake douri ni kanawanai nante sa
Anata wa rokudemo nai to iu kedo
Taisetsu na mono o watashi ni kureta desho
Katachi dake kyou ni naru
Watashi de wa nai watashi o mitai
Michibikidasenai kotae ni wa
Tenmongakuteki houtei o tokitai n da
Uchuu no housoku sura
Mushi shite shimau kono kokoro ga
Wasurete shimai tai yo
Tsutaetai koto wa tsutawannai mirai
Ai to yuu no kyori ga sa
Otagai ni hikidase nai omoi ga sa
Rabu to ka wakannai yo
Tada kono mama mujuuryoku mitai samayoutte
Ai to yuu no hazama de wa
Otagai ni hikiyose au omoi ga sa
Kakehiki toka tsumannai yo
Mata doko ka de aerun datte
Ima koe ga shite
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[Full Version Continues]
Aa joudan nante ienai kurai
Wakannai itami momaete ita
Hikaru kara terashi atte ita
Kizuitara koko de nan'okunen
Patto mukashi ni modoritai
Inazuma no you ni hashitte mitai
Acchiu ma ni kono sekai
Rikutsuppoi kotoba tebanashita
Ai to yuu no kyori ga sa
Otagai ni hikidase nai omoi ga sa
Rabu to ka wakannai yo
Tada kono mama mujuuryoku mitai samayoutte
Ai to yuu no hazama de wa
Otagai ni hikiyose au omoi ga sa
Kakehiki toka tsumannai yo
Mata doko ka de aerun datte
Ima koe ga shite
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Sora ni maio otta
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Yume ni ai mazatta
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Sora ni maio otta
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Yume ni ai mazatta
Kono saki majiwaranai
Anata dake ga sore o shitteru
Dare ni mo mitsukaranai
Koko kara watashi wa te o futta
[Official Translation]
No words could contain all that I feel
I want to be with a you that isn't you
Encroaching on the cruelty of those who never change
Such words don't exist in my dictionary
This night doesn't belong only to you
The prayers of others overlap and intertwine
I'm going mad with jealousy
And somehow I'm the only one who's lost my mind, or so it seems
You go on to call yourself worthless
But you gave me something precious, didn't you?
Taking on the shape of today
I want to see a me that isn't me
All these answers I can never derive
If only I could decipher this astronomical equation
And this heart of mine
That would ignore even the laws of the universe
It wants to forget everything
In this future where the words I want to say never reach you
L ost in the distance between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings that neither of us can draw out one another
V exed by this strange thing called "love"
E ndlessly drifting on, free of gravity
L ost in the space between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings pull us towards each other
V ague little games like this get old
E ventually we'll meet again somewhere
Right now, a voice utters
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[Full Version Continues]
It hurts so much I can't laugh about it
Writhing in a pain I just couldn't understand
We shined and lit up each other's worlds
Before we knew it, billions of years had passed
If I could snap my fingers and return to the past
And dash at the sapeed of lightning
In an instant, I'd let go of this world
And all these words buried in logic
L ost in the distance between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings that neither of us can draw out one another
V exed by this strange thing called "love"
E ndlessly drifting on, free of gravity
L ost in the space between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings pull us towards each other
V ague little games like this get old
E ventually we'll meet again somewhere
Right now, a voice utters
The words between "You" and "I"
They dance through the open sky
The words between "You" and "I"
They converge and blend into a dream
The words between "You" and "I"
They dance through the open sky
The words between "You" and "I"
They converge and blend into a dream
From here on, our paths will never cross
You're the only one who knows that
No one will ever find me
So from here, I wave goodbye
[Official Lyrics]
思いの丈などはない
あなたではないあなたと居たい
変わらぬ人の惨さに近い
わたしの辞書に存在はしないんだ
あなただけの夜でない
誰かの祈りが重なりあい
嫉妬で狂っちゃいそう
わたしだけ道理にかなわないなんてさ
あなたはろくでもないと言うけど
大切なものをわたしにくれたでしょ
形だけ 今日に成る
わたしではないわたしを見たい
導き出せない答えには
天文学的方程を解きたいんだ
宇宙の法則すら
無視してしまうこの心が
忘れてしまいたいよ
伝えたいことは 伝わんない未来
アイとユーの距離がさ
互いに引き出せない思いがさ
ラブとかわかんないよ
ただこのまま無重力みたい 彷徨って
アイとユーの狭間では
互いに引き寄せ合う思いがさ
駆け引きとかつまんないよ
またどこかで会えるんだって
今 声がして
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[この先はFULLバージョンのみ]
ああ 冗談なんて言えないくらい
わかんない痛み悶えていた
光るから照らし合っていた
気づいたらここで何億年
ぱっと昔に戻りたい
稲妻のように走ってみたい
あっという間にこの世界
理屈っぽい言葉 手放した
アイとユーの距離がさ
互いに引き出せない思いがさ
ラブとかわかんないよ
ただこのまま無重力みたい 彷徨って
アイとユーの狭間では
互いに引き寄せ合う思いがさ
駆け引きとかつまんないよ
またどこかで会えるんだって
今 声がして
アイとユーの言葉が
宙に舞い踊った
アイとユーの言葉が
夢に逢い混ざった
アイとユーの言葉が
宙に舞い踊った
アイとユーの言葉が
夢に逢い混ざった
この先交わらない
あなただけがそれを知ってる
誰にも見つからない
ここからわたしは手を振った
Romaji
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[Romanized Official Lyrics]
Omoi no take nado wa nai
Anata de wa nai anata to itai
Kawaranu hito no muzusa ni chikai
Watashi no jisho ni sonzai wa shinai n da
Anata dake no yoru de nai
Dareka no inori ga kasanari ai
Shintou de kurucchai sou
Watashi dake douri ni kanawanai nante sa
Anata wa rokudemo nai to iu kedo
Taisetsu na mono o watashi ni kureta desho
Katachi dake kyou ni naru
Watashi de wa nai watashi o mitai
Michibikidasenai kotae ni wa
Tenmongakuteki houtei o tokitai n da
Uchuu no housoku sura
Mushi shite shimau kono kokoro ga
Wasurete shimai tai yo
Tsutaetai koto wa tsutawannai mirai
Ai to yuu no kyori ga sa
Otagai ni hikidase nai omoi ga sa
Rabu to ka wakannai yo
Tada kono mama mujuuryoku mitai samayoutte
Ai to yuu no hazama de wa
Otagai ni hikiyose au omoi ga sa
Kakehiki toka tsumannai yo
Mata doko ka de aerun datte
Ima koe ga shite
[Full Version Continues]
Aa joudan nante ienai kurai
Wakannai itami momaete ita
Hikaru kara terashi atte ita
Kizuitara koko de nan'okunen
Patto mukashi ni modoritai
Inazuma no you ni hashitte mitai
Acchiu ma ni kono sekai
Rikutsuppoi kotoba tebanashita
Ai to yuu no kyori ga sa
Otagai ni hikidase nai omoi ga sa
Rabu to ka wakannai yo
Tada kono mama mujuuryoku mitai samayoutte
Ai to yuu no hazama de wa
Otagai ni hikiyose au omoi ga sa
Kakehiki toka tsumannai yo
Mata doko ka de aerun datte
Ima koe ga shite
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Sora ni maio otta
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Yume ni ai mazatta
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Sora ni maio otta
Ai to yuu no kotoba ga
Yume ni ai mazatta
Kono saki majiwaranai
Anata dake ga sore o shitteru
Dare ni mo mitsukaranai
Koko kara watashi wa te o futta
English
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[Official Translation]
No words could contain all that I feel
I want to be with a you that isn't you
Encroaching on the cruelty of those who never change
Such words don't exist in my dictionary
This night doesn't belong only to you
The prayers of others overlap and intertwine
I'm going mad with jealousy
And somehow I'm the only one who's lost my mind, or so it seems
You go on to call yourself worthless
But you gave me something precious, didn't you?
Taking on the shape of today
I want to see a me that isn't me
All these answers I can never derive
If only I could decipher this astronomical equation
And this heart of mine
That would ignore even the laws of the universe
It wants to forget everything
In this future where the words I want to say never reach you
L ost in the distance between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings that neither of us can draw out one another
V exed by this strange thing called "love"
E ndlessly drifting on, free of gravity
L ost in the space between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings pull us towards each other
V ague little games like this get old
E ventually we'll meet again somewhere
Right now, a voice utters
[Full Version Continues]
It hurts so much I can't laugh about it
Writhing in a pain I just couldn't understand
We shined and lit up each other's worlds
Before we knew it, billions of years had passed
If I could snap my fingers and return to the past
And dash at the sapeed of lightning
In an instant, I'd let go of this world
And all these words buried in logic
L ost in the distance between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings that neither of us can draw out one another
V exed by this strange thing called "love"
E ndlessly drifting on, free of gravity
L ost in the space between "You" and "I"
O ur feelings pull us towards each other
V ague little games like this get old
E ventually we'll meet again somewhere
Right now, a voice utters
The words between "You" and "I"
They dance through the open sky
The words between "You" and "I"
They converge and blend into a dream
The words between "You" and "I"
They dance through the open sky
The words between "You" and "I"
They converge and blend into a dream
From here on, our paths will never cross
You're the only one who knows that
No one will ever find me
So from here, I wave goodbye
Kanji
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[Official Lyrics]
思いの丈などはない
あなたではないあなたと居たい
変わらぬ人の惨さに近い
わたしの辞書に存在はしないんだ
あなただけの夜でない
誰かの祈りが重なりあい
嫉妬で狂っちゃいそう
わたしだけ道理にかなわないなんてさ
あなたはろくでもないと言うけど
大切なものをわたしにくれたでしょ
形だけ 今日に成る
わたしではないわたしを見たい
導き出せない答えには
天文学的方程を解きたいんだ
宇宙の法則すら
無視してしまうこの心が
忘れてしまいたいよ
伝えたいことは 伝わんない未来
アイとユーの距離がさ
互いに引き出せない思いがさ
ラブとかわかんないよ
ただこのまま無重力みたい 彷徨って
アイとユーの狭間では
互いに引き寄せ合う思いがさ
駆け引きとかつまんないよ
またどこかで会えるんだって
今 声がして
[この先はFULLバージョンのみ]
ああ 冗談なんて言えないくらい
わかんない痛み悶えていた
光るから照らし合っていた
気づいたらここで何億年
ぱっと昔に戻りたい
稲妻のように走ってみたい
あっという間にこの世界
理屈っぽい言葉 手放した
アイとユーの距離がさ
互いに引き出せない思いがさ
ラブとかわかんないよ
ただこのまま無重力みたい 彷徨って
アイとユーの狭間では
互いに引き寄せ合う思いがさ
駆け引きとかつまんないよ
またどこかで会えるんだって
今 声がして
アイとユーの言葉が
宙に舞い踊った
アイとユーの言葉が
夢に逢い混ざった
アイとユーの言葉が
宙に舞い踊った
アイとユーの言葉が
夢に逢い混ざった
この先交わらない
あなただけがそれを知ってる
誰にも見つからない
ここからわたしは手を振った
Writer: Eve
Copyright: Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Copyright: Lyrics © Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC
Japanese Title: 薬屋のひとりごと
English Title: The Apothecary Diaries
Also Known As: Drugstore Soliloquy
Original Release Date:
- Season 3: October 2nd, 2026
- Season 2: January 10th, 2025
- Season 1: October 22nd, 2023
Within the ancient Chinese imperial court, a 17-year-old girl named Maomao was abducted months ago, thrust into a life of servitude in the emperor's palace. Despite her lowly status, she maintains her inquisitive and practical nature, determined to endure until her term of service concludes. However, everything changes when she learns of the dire illness afflicting the emperor's two infants. Fueled by her background as a pharmacist raised in the impoverished red-light district, Maomao decides to intervene covertly.
Although Maomao endeavors to remain anonymous, her actions draw the attention of Jinshi, a powerful eunuch who recognizes her exceptional skills. As a result, Maomao finds herself within the inner sanctum of the emperor's court, where her unique blend of knowledge and eccentricity earns her a reputation for unraveling complex medical enigmas.
